No Use...

I want to ring him up and tell him the truth,
Ive been holding back because I know it's no use.

I want to say that Ive lied, and I havent been happy,
I want to tell him how I feel, but not everythings bout me

I want him to come here, and just hold my hand
And tell me he loves me, and everything I am

But he's happy right now, So I dare not interfer
Because I know I fck things up for him whenever Im near.

I love him so I've let go, I assure you, he's rid of me,
But I'm hurting, so I wonder, How longer can he be free?