Stuck in this empty hole,
Hallucinations are a frequent experience,
Unable to feel, emotions have left my being,
Some say apathy is a death wish,
Unfortunately this death is more then a wish,
It is a desire that I hope to fulfill,
These lies are building up,
I don't want to live this life,
I cannot fulfill my destiny, it goes on endlessly,
And as I float over my coffin,
Heaven abandons me, and hell welcomes me,
Open arms, no questions,
And as I leave this realm, these tears,
These tears have triumphed now,
I can leave with my head down,
Only wishing I had you there,
Wishing that my dreams would magically come true,
For my only dream is to be with you.
