Becoming Alice [Part Two of Alice]

I can't believe it's happening
again, this break of
insanity and lapse of
control. A slave to my
own behaviors..a slave
to her. She laughs at me
and calls me weak
for I can not destroy
what I've created.

The sin that breathes
over and over
and will never die...
There is just her and
there will never be a
me again.

My life was simple once

Until she came into view
now complex is the
only way to understand
my constant crying
and growing hatred as
she comes into
the light. I burn
to invisible dust
particles and she takes
form before you all.

She stands boldly with
her head up high
knowing she has all power now.
This is the life I live
when I become Alice.