For a long time now I felt you glance
Piercing my flesh, gaining momentum to stab my heart
I remember the very first drawing you gave me
It was a wondrous piece of art
This infernal emptiness
Serves solitude for revenge hate and doubt
I walled towards your house
To see what you were crying about
You were crying because all of my efforts were in vain
It all meant nothing and at roads end I still have nothing to claim
I wasted all my time on you
I wasted my energy doing what you told me to
You said we'd be together one day but apparently you lied
I can't wipe your tears away if you never even cried
You never wanted me, and you never wanted us
I never intended this madness, and I never wanted this fuss
You said you did think about how we would look
You gave me directions, with every uncertainty I took
I broke up with another, just for you
I wanted a life with you, I just wanted something new
Ill tattoo your name upon my chest
Its a stupid idea cuz to you I'm just second best
To this day I write your name down in my book
Waiting for the day I'll receive your pretty look
She said "wait for her" it will all be alright
But it won't be will it? If I'm not even in your sight
I walk this road without you
Nothing even waiting for me at the end
When we are here today
All I really want, is just to be your friend
