Rambling is just what i will do. tough. hard. no more. tainted. ruined. there are some who can strangle another with no touch. i was gone. head in my hands. blood on the floor. waiting to faint into a blissful blood loss. love. devotion. hate is something i have for me. i am not pretty. i am just sad. no spell check when this keyboard is wet with tears. why do i live. why did i change. how can he destroy a friendship. how can he strangle me. i do not want to push anymore. no cry for help. just a messed up reality. they came to me through a mirror. not so far back. the said before march i could leave this skin. born and raised a satanist. evolved into a being that wants the unwanted. a being that tends to the children of morons. giving them books and clothing. soon is my departure from this realm. i can not say i loved or have been. maybe i touched a few. without dignity there is just no me.. i am to blame. i trusted and walked in between. this weight is too heavy. tonight the blood will flow. curse you blank. you took me from me. you will lick the blood from my feet. biotch. yes. witch. without a doubt. you stole me. you stole a bit that i promised a life too. departure time: soon. cursed is you. the one who took me from me. small are his teeth short is his height bald is his head. my blood will pour tonight
