If Your Wondering

I still love you my beautiful

I still love the way you smile without me there
I stil love the way you always seems to care

I hate the way I can no longer talk to you
I hate the times I never knew what to do

I can't get you out of my breaking head
I can't rid my heart of my dispair and dred

I bleed crimson death at the sound of your name
I hate when I found out you came back and you said you didn't feel the same