This is not a poem

This is not a poem,
this is only words, meant for you.
the only words, i cant seem to get through, when I'm with you.
i tell you i love you, and those words are true.
i tell you i need you and that i belive in you.
i tell you i miss you when you're not here.
that ill never leave you, you don`t have to fear.

but what i don't say, is that i know what you do, i found the pictures you didn't want me to.
i know what you think off when you don't say a word.
those are the moments that truly hurt.
they say i don't need you, that i should let go.
way is it so hard to just do so.