Just tell me what to do
I cant do this alone
THe meetings coming
I dont want to go
More things i cant accomplish
Goals set out of my reach
I beg from them to help me
Im crying and dieing alittle more
Every meeting
New people, new programs
I just want something sable
I just want someone to help me
I dont know where to turn
This world seems cold
I cant find my place
Will anyting ever feel real
This meeting
I wont shut down
I wont keep silent
I been quiet for way to long
Itz time i get what i need
They need to stop playing there games
I dont care if they dont like me
I just want to scream
I want to yell fu** off
Im done working with the system
But that will just lead me in another hospital
So befor i go
Im going to stay clean
No getting high so i can face them
None of them are worth me hurting
After all next meeting
There will be all new people
Like always
I will be alright
