It all seems so outright, so dismissive, so the same,
I'm tired of playing this ancient game,
I could be an angel,
But this awful day makes me dark.
It all seems so pointless, so sleepy, so worn,
You stick to my skin and dig like the thorn,
I could be so pretty,
But you make me feel ugly.
It's so hard to seem special when you look the other way,
Your attention else where, and it makes me bitter today,
I could be so indulgent,
But today I want to hide.
Does it get easier? Will you ever feel this ache?
It tugs at my bones and makes me beg for sanity's sake,
I could be so loving,
But your words make me hard.
Happy valentines day babe, have a wonderful time,
Don't worry about me, I will be just fine,
I could've been so happy,
Not that you care anyway.
