Even through my drug filled haze
Thoughts of him still make me crazed
Does he realize how much I miss him?
Does he realize my thoughts grow grim?
Did he really mean those three little words?
Or were they just to make me worse?
Does he know how much I hurt?
Does he know I feel like dirt?
Did he want me to hold him close
Or did he want me to let him loose?
Did I do something wrong?
Did he play me all along?
What have I done?
I know I'm going numb
Where did we fall?
I'm left to crawl
Gone is the light
And I just don't care enough to fight
