Seems like lately Im always on the verge of tears
Because of you or the carelessness of our peers
I wanted you so badly
I would do anything to get you sadly
I have to say this ambition of mine
Im sure is what sabotaged our love what I thought to be divine
I cant think of you now with out tears
Im held back by all my childish fears
Why cant you see?
That you alone mean the world to me
Your happiness taunts my soul
All of this worry and angst has taken a toll
Now there are only a few things in life Im sure of
One of those things I can never think to doubt is your love
Yet this fact, is something that cuts so deep
Thinking of the love Ive thrown away forces me to weep
I never want to hurt you
But I cant say Im through when I feel so in love you
All I can do is ask for understanding and contempt
Because with my all I do this my last attempt
Now Ive tried my hardest to throw this love away
And no matter my efforts I have a feeling its always here to stay
So now to cut all ties with you would be best
This is the only way I can give my heart any rest
To forget all the things I felt for you is the only way
This is my last hope at keeping sane, Im sorry to say
This I have to learn is going to take time
I just pray that Ill never feel again that your mine
Ill never understand this, but you have my whole heart, to this day
But I assure you, you will always be able to say
You filled my life with a peace I never knew
I just hope you find some one and make them so happy, because Im through.
