You say that you see an ugly human being looking back at you in the mirror.
But you are all wrong
Your need to take a look through my eyes,
and see what I see.
(All around Perfection)
You need to take a walk in my shoes,
and feel what I feel.
(Stomach full of butterflies, heart pounding uncontrollably)
You need to hear your voice from my ears,
and hear what I hear.
(Songs or Angels.)
You try to push me away,
But I'm not going anywhere, I'm here to stay.
You try to run,
I pull you back.
You try to hide,
And I seek you out.
You try to make yourself sound so ugly and unappealing,
Why? When you are so Beautiful in a million ways.
I was once dead, dead to the world,
And you found me, and rescued me from the grave inside my soul.
I'll give you all I have to give,
It may not be much,
And most certainly won't be enough
But it's all I've got.
There is something inside me that is so different....
odd but yet good.
Are they feelings?
It's all so new, and I don't know how to stop the emotions
What are these feelings?
Are they of love? Compassion? Attraction?
Or are they just of Security? Trust? True Friendship?
There was a time where these feelings where nonexistent,
And I humpty dumpty sitting on a wall
I had a great fall, no one could put me back together,
I was so alone, so scared.
Until you came along and made me whole again
And made everything bad in my life disappear.
I am a mess and yet you say you love me mostest,
Do I love you back?
I ask myself could this be true love? Or is it just a game?
So many questions with out any answers.
Why does it have to be so difficult?
Deep down I have this feeling that my angel from Heaven is now my best friend.
Or are you more then that?
Yet another question left unanswered.