When you found me; I was slicing away at my skin,
searching for the answers to my horrid fate in my veins,
looking for the person I used to be in the bloody cuts.
When you fall in love with me; I was just a dumb teenage girl,
hoping to do things right, but always doing them wrong,
trying to be more mature than most people only to fail.
When you left me; I was crying myself to sleep each night,
wishing that all the tears and headaches would bring you back,
hoping to find an answer to my deepest scar where my heart was.
When my life was spiraling out of control; I looked for you,
only to find my problems were the answers to my pain,
wishing you'd just come hold me and tell me it was okay.
When my heart was missing; I kept looking for it,
only to find the one thing I didn't have had taken it,
and now I'm back to slicing away at my flesh.
When my cuts keep bleeding; I just cut deeper,
you'll find your answer to my suicide over my heart,
you name carved into my skin over top of my deepest scar.
