I understand this completely, but it's really hard to express the feeling and thoughts that are really going through your head! You did an awesome job of this.

hey did that really happend to u keep writin check out mines

yes it really did happen to me.... when i was 12 years old... HE WAS 17 and now i am 16... so i am getting over it but can never trust guys again

Wow. But you should trust guys again. I'm 12 now. I'm in love. I trust him. He trusts me. He loves me and would never do anything to hurt me.