Dear my love
I have written about you over a thousand time
and this will make a thousand and one times
Life without you for that year was hard
I grew to realize i love you
It's hard to talk to you now, though its amazing
Knowing that i might have messed up my only chance with you
brakes my heart more and more every day
And knowing you have moved on, kills me even more
Knowing your happier with her
But i should of just lost hope along time ago, huh ?
See,well, my love...I did try
I have tried to move on, but you set yourself so high for me
that no other guy can compare to you
No guy could hold me in their arms like you did,
Kiss me with lose soft gentle lips making me melt every time,
Look in to my eyes and make me realize the world stopped for just a second,
Make me laugh and smile with every word, breath you take,
reality isn't something that goes on around you,
no guy can compare to that
So as long as i try to move on my love
I grain more and more feelings for you
You make me happier then i think life should be itself
But loving someone, someone like you
is the hardest thing to do, waiting for something that may never happen again, is the hardest thing to do
But my love, i have to try at least one more time
because you said so yourself - just tell him
but i believe only in time,when the time is right
i may never know when the time is right
but i know that someday you will find out
So my darling, the boy i wish to call mine one day
I love you
