If i were to love so much
As to say i love you
What if i were to love so much
That you would believe my i love you
I guess such a time does not exist
A time in which i thought would be real
Is only a dream within my head
A reality that shall never become real
The words would be real
The feeling is something else
Against the world that is real
What is the feeling that i feel
In my dreams the idea is easy
But in reality the sentence is far from simple
Back against the wall that is my insecurities
Again i find this to be far from easy
To enter that which remains uncertain to me
I find myself wanting to say those words
Finding that i only wake to see the ceiling
I'm sorry your not there when I'm ready and willing
Words! oh god what are they again
She's here in front of me
Oh help me regain the strength i once had
To say the words that were so real for me in my dreams
