I'm trying to feel
I truly am
But one such as me
Can no longer feel human
Rage against that which makes us who we are
For as long as memories are fresh in the mind
The past made them hollow to everything
Even to the most basic of instincts
Once again i try to feel
And again i feel nothing
What is wrong with me
The next question to be asked
Where or where have feelings gone to
Why oh why have they deserted me
Again i fall against the pain in me
Again it has claimed the best of me
Failure of all failures i see the true me
Heartless and soulless i seem to be
I know this is not what i want to see in me
I hate this helplessness within me
I feel what can not be felt
I feel loneliness and helplessness
I know that they might pass
But whats left for those who cant feel anything else
