The lights and street lamps
Slowly fade into the night
Turning the whole world dark
Making me lose my fight
Breath escapes in white crystals
My footsteps tap on the cement walk
Filling my emptiness even more
As my evils begin to stalk
I turn my saddened eyes to the stars
Thinking I will find my hope
But finding only the universe of nothingness
Sending me further down my slope
My tempo begins to slow even more
As confusion starts to fill my brain
Swarming questions to no end
Rawing my emotions to pain
Leave me God for I have left You
No answer or Angels have you sent my way
Leave me to suffer alone in this dark
Because nothing again will ever be okay
Slower and slower my feet drag
Lower and lower the temperature drops
Scenes of guilt playing over and over
Oh God! Oh God! Please make this stop!
Where are You? Where are You my God?
Did you really listen to my empty thoughts?
Where were you before when I asked for your help?
Or years before have you already left me to rot?
I need a savior to swoop in and rescue me
But it's empty hope that I hang on to
For I was told I am my only savior
But these lips are sewn shut, so honey, I'm screwed!
A thousand years will pass
A million steps I will take
Drowning in the same thoughts
Always in a state of wake
Exhausted, desperate, and lonely
Spending eternity unable to cope
Every person has turned their back on me
Yet I still hang onto this rotting hope
Searching now for some creature or magic
To give me back my light
Send me home to my childhood
To make my world right
