Standing in the pouring rain
breathing this lifeless air.
To look at you was but a dare.
Your screaming,
your yelling,
tore me apart.
For you did it make you feel like a man?
In graved in my heart
I'm worthless, stupid, immature.
I look up to the sky,
this wallowing pain
Why can't it be me who dies tonight?
I don't know what I did wrong but you continue to scream
This abuse
I couldn't take it anymore.
For once I stand to my feet
and wipe away my tears
looked you in the eye
I didn't say goodbye.
The rain clears up and the clouds drift away
Finally there's light in my eyes,
still to this very day
