Will I ever find love,
or will it just linger my mind.
Having someone love me,
my heart, body, thoughts, confined.
I want to be normal,
and have what they have.
It's just not fair,
so afraid to begin paths.
Weakness is my struggle,
Fear my worst enemy.
Mistakes make me tremble,
and Pain gets ahead of me.
All I'm asking is how it is to be normal,
To just go up to people and make friends.
Without getting upset, thinking how it mostly ends.
Will I ever find the peace to be myself to strangers,
and don't let them see the fearness of my nature.
Or will my nerves control my mind,
Later hating reactions and use of my poor stature.
Oh, this peace I got to find.
It tears me down causing such deprivation,
Of feelings I thought I'd have by now,
How long will be this segregation?
Wrong how I thought of how.
Will I ever find the one who will share this life,
Remove this strife, replenish squared twice,
Make me his wife, reannounce love oh so nice?
Will I ever..Will I ever..f i n d l o v e. Dear Love...???
