Love You Forever

(i have known my bestfriend for 7 years now, and it wasnt until the summer of 2008 that i fell in love, i waited for so long for my bestfriend to love me back. and when my bestfriend finally did it was BEST thing that has ever happened to me.. forgive my grammar.. im just really writing what i feel right now.. i consider myself lucky to finally find the one i want to spend the rest of my life with.)

Maybe its wrong that lines were crossed
I ran so quickly without a paused
Weve known each other for years now
and it wasnt until I last saw you how,
this time I felt something was different
you opened my eyes as I see the pavement,
through a road that leads to a never ending affection
though my words can lead to deception
My feelings are as real as they can be,
I dont know if youre meant to be with me
But what I do know is that every time I talk to you
I find peace in myself and its different with you
When I hear your voice, I know in my heart
that I made the right choice.
I dont usually try this hard and Im scared right now
theres only so much I can do to show you how
much you mean to me, how I would give up everything
just to have that one moment spent with you.
I wish I could keep you in my dreams every night
youre the only one I see, though youre out of sight.
I may get a million hugs from people I dont even know
but all of that means nothing when its not with you.
I may only see you twice in two years
but you are definitely worth the wait.
Boo I know I can be as cold as Ice, but when I say
I love you, you dont have to think twice.
I may have my doubts on whether you feel the same way
please understand that you are my FIRST love.
Thats why I think of every worst possible scenario
that can happen in our relationship
so when it comes, it wont hurt as much.
Forgive my shortcomings, my temper, my attitude
Im SORRY if I talk less than I should.
Its true that Im not easy to deal with
and I will keep pushing your buttons
because thats just the way I am.
I may not be a perfect partner
but I do promise to love you forever.

*comments are appreciated.. i will return the favor*