WHY

I wish I didn't love you

That I could go back in time and redo my life

Because I've wasted, so much of it

I could never see the bad in you

But everyone else could

They tried to warn me, but I ignored them

Blinded by love

But now that I'm looking back

They must've been right

The years we spent together meant nothing

Because a perfect stranger knew you better than I did

The person I fell in love with was an impostor

A fake

Because it wasn't the actual you

The one I loved was gentle and sweet

Not harsh and cold waiting for the negative

And abandoning the positive

It's funny how everything everyone said you'd do to me happened

It's like they knew my future

Just by your actions...

You know I never really knew why you loved her more than me

Or why I wasn't good enough

I just figured you were outta my league

For a while I pitied myself

And hated her for taking you away

But now that I'm looking back

I realize, I'm not mad because she loves you,

I'm mad because I still do...

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