I'm sitting here
knowing i can't sleep
next to you kills me
because my heart is yours to keep
I have gotten so used to waking up next to you
waking up to the smile on your face
feeling your heart beat
feeling your embrace
i don't have that security
I'm not so secure
scared out of my mind
because your not here
i can't sleep
no matter how hard i try
i miss you
this i can't deny
this time apart
is killing me
I'm suppose to feel untamed
I'm suppose to feel free
I do not feel neither
nor am i going to
you are my security
you understand don't you?
I love your smile
i love your laugh
i love the way you say your name
i love I'm your other half
I do not know
if we are meant to be
it sure seems like it
or these feelings wouldn't overwhelm me
I am tired of living with out you
no matter what length of time
i have to figure out a way to see you
so I'm done with this damn rhyme
