Laughing and shaking it off as I tell you I'm not well,
Believing that I'm ok that nothing can be wrong,
What you see on the outside is different to the inside,
Days are a little lighter than the nights,
Never could I let you see me burn,
For you never believed so I couldn't trust,
As anxiety and things built up you saw my attacks,
Still you didn't think things were serious.
Now you know it's true it's like you're not a friend,
Never do you talk to me,
Do you even care?
For I have a mental illness does that make me abnormal?
So many people worldwide suffer,
Yet to you I am not Rachel anymore,
I'm this crazy insane thing taken over my body,
You should know I'd rather it be any other way,
If it was you in this situation I'd still be there.
