It's so hard not being able to be with the person you love. It's like walking the earth alone. You don't understand why people && situations come in your way when all you wanna do is just be with the person. You get scared the person might move on because you cant be there. The thought of that kills when you know that person is your whole world. Hes your bestfriend someone you can always talk to without getting judged on. Hes the love of your life because of how he treats you and respects you and is always there for you. Thats how i feel about him. I cant live without him. Hes the reason for my exestince. But im afraid he will be able to live without me because of what i cant provide. It hurts so bad that i cry evreynight. All i wish for and pray to God is that i get to always be by his side='/ </3
