I guess our past is a ghost that only I can see..
I guess that I'm the only one that continues to replay our memories, only
one who sees letting go as a future regret.. You are the entire reason I rose
from my bed smiling, embracing the day and looking forward to it, doing my
best to look good to try and impress the one who meant the most.
Why cant you remember what
I cant forget.. Is there a lock on your heart, to secure it from the world
from the one person you treated it delicately .. carried it with passion, held
it with joy, loved it with everything she had. I used to be the only one with a
key. Do you have those moments that those memories and feelings rush
through your mind and over throw your heart .. send you into wondering
" what happened "..." how can we fix it " or " is it forever a troubled piece of
my past, a mystery not meant to be solved " Your a new addition that was
added to my puzzle.. Instead of being temporary you became permanent
you added a new chapter to my life and filled in an empty spot in my heart
.. that small puzzle piece you became is engraved in my heart, stuck there
with super glue, no way for you to escape, no chance for me to let go.
It breaks my heart to see you let go knowing there is nothing I can do to stop it...
Sometimes your heart has to ache a little, every now and again its good to replay
the memories and shed a little tear to know it was real...
It feels good to dial up your number and hear your voice as sweet and pure
as it had once been... I'm gonna miss that smile and I'm gonna miss every one
of those simple little ways you made me laugh but I know you are happy now
and i accept that, i respect my responsibilities in true love, knowing that means
letting go when one shows they don't think it was meant to be...
