Do You Care?

I don't know what to do, I can't stand the pain,
Seeing you hold her is driving me insane,
I can't erase my feelings, no matter how hard I try,
Drinking doesn't take away the feeling of wanting to die.

You're the one I think of before I fall to sleep,
You're the reason I've been cutting so deep.
You're the one I want in my life,
You're the reason for all this strife.

I'm stuck in between, the guy I'm falling for,
Now I know that you don't want me any more.
If its true then why do you lead me on?
You've got to know I'm pretending to be strong.

Those hugs you give me, mean so much more,
Why can't you see you're the one I'm falling for,
I know I was the one who broke us apart,
But now you're the one whose breaking my heart.

I can't understand, why do I feel this way?
Why can't I tell you, all these things I want to say,
Why can't you understand that I still feel the same,
When will you stop with your stupid game?

If I told you i loved you, how would you feel?
Would you even understand that what I'm saying is real?
What would you do if I told you goodbye,
I can't take this any more, I'm over your lies

I can't continue to pretend,
All I want is for this thing to end.
I know there's no point, but I'm asking "Do you even care?"
That you're the reason I'm no longer here.