Each and every time you cross my mind,
I'm taken on a trip, way back in time.
to the days you were my entire existence.
and for you I put up no resistence.
you were my everything; my smile, my frown,
you brought me up highest; but you also tore me down.
you could sit next to me and the room was on fire,
you were my friend, my love, my every desire.
but you let me go, never gave me that chance,
to prove to you how much love we could've had
and now its almost here, the day I'll see you again,
I'm so anxious, but I'm scared to death, I can't even pretend.
its been 9 months since I've cried my goodbye,
when I wanted to crawl in a ball and just die.
and still I never got the answer of why
you chose every other girl
except I.
and in a sense, yes, things got better in time
but I still can't help it, sometimes I still cry.
because you were and still are
the Love of my Life.
