Unrecognizable

Your love is a lie;
Your words are dark and cold.
Perfectly written words won't help you out of the deep hole you've dug all on your own.
You avoid my questions hoping I'll forget.
This is your last chance,
that's all you get.

I'm changing who I am,
this person you'll never see.
My insides are whole,
but my dreams are misconstrued.
I'll be the opposite of everything I once was,
to whatever means that includes.
For every conscious thought I had before,
a more dangerous road will replace it.

I hate you for abandoning me.
Growing sick with everything look,
I stood in the crowd only wanting to hide;
I'm numb.
Your talk of puzzle pieces disgust me;
It's a reoccuring theme with you.
I'm matter of fact,
and you're the only one speaking riddles.
Your intentions are blinded
much like the feelings.

Paint my heart black
and curse the world for its misery.
No one deserves to feel the pain
you've inflicted upon me.
Go about your day and wander aimlessly.
Passing me won't mean a thing.
My heart is numb and it can't be fixed.
The damage is done
and no more will I ask for anything from you.
You've given what you could.

I won't look back.
I won't give in.
You won't recognize this person
in the end.