Im drowning again sinking into self doubt and fear
Sinking to where I dont want to be but the walls are smooth and there is no rope and I dont have my best friend to pull me out
My life has broke me driven me down to nothing but a shadow but i still stand
How i dont know
I care for my mother and never hear a thank you
I suffered in my education to keep my family going when she was ill yet she is so fast to forget...
I give up trying i give up pretending Im falling i know it i cant stop it
Maybe if she sees how low i have fallen she might see its her that dropped me...
