The End

The darkness is here,
It comes every night
Reliable it is,
It surrounds me with fright,

It makes me do things,
I don't want to do,
The scars on my arms,
They're reminders of you,

Hate is released,
As the knife breaks my skin,
My feelings are gone,
Until next time, I win,

The blood drips down slowly,
It pools on the floor,
I can't seem to stop,
I cut just once more,

The knife goes to deep,
The blood doesn't stop,
I fall to the floor,
I hear the knife drop,

My heartbeat is slower,
I no longer can breathe,
The darkness is everywhere,
In terror, I scream,

No one can here me,
Alone I just lay,
Unconsciousness hits me,
I'm found the next day,

I try to say sorry,
But no one can hear,
Guilt, it surrounds me,
It's worse than my fear,

I'm all alone now,
I can't change the past,
I didn't want this to happen,
I'm losing at last,

I no longer feel pain,
My friend for so long,
Now I have nothing,
My own life is gone...

A poem I wrote in '08