Thinking about what i had done,
You've suffered so much..
I hurt you, hurt you deep
and when you say you just can't
trust me no more,
just can't go back to what we were before..
Then, I knew everything's over..
I'm sorry for everything..
The uncountable lies I've told,
The many unforgivable mistakes.
I don't know what else to do
Forcing you to love me again is just
impossible..
I recalled those days when we're laying
still in my bed, laughing sharing secrets..
I closed my eyes and enjoyed the moment,
your angelic voice made me smile for no reason,
it drifted me away made me feel everything's okay in the world...
The other day when you said it doesn't matter
anymore whether I'm around or not,
I felt a large thunder has struck my heart..
Now,whenever our eyes met, you look away.
But still, i tried to be there whenever you look around.
Because i can't seem to accept that you've erase me
completely from your heart..
I can't live like this...Should I end my life?
Please,honey please tell me what i should do
I can't live without you..I feel so empty.
My body feels so weak,i can't walk straight,
it feels heavy just to lift my head up.
Every night you came into my dreams,
and every time i ran to hug you,
reality came waking me up...
My tears fall fast every time
our memories played back in my head
My world is empty now, i have no more reason to live.
