Maybe

Maybe we're truly not meant to be
you want something more than me
something i can't become just yet
but it's something you want to get

maybe somewhere in the future
our paths will cross and we'll meet again
maybe then i'll find a cure
cause my heart has been broken again

i wish i could be the man you wanted
that something that you want to get
i wish you didn't take for granted
every little thing that i did

i wanna lay down and cry
close my eyes and just die
i've only wanted to be with you
yet i couldn't and i don't understand why

maybe someday i'll be happy
and in the end WE will be
maybe someday you'll learn to love me
and then i can say i'm truly lucky

maybe i'm just another dreamer
maybe i'm only gonna wonder
why does this always happen?
i'm always the one heartbroken

maybe i'm just not worthy
maybe i just keep on crying
cause i never do anything
more or less say something

maybe it's my fault why i'm like this
now i find myself stuck in the abyss
i was just searching for the thing i miss
searching for my first kiss

maybe i just want to end it all
my life, my dream, just throw it all
cause i know i would never be happy
i always end up asking, "Why me?"

what have i ever done
to deserve this kind of pain
i just want that special someone
to be with every single day

every night i find myself crying
all the time i end up wondering
is my life still worth living?
or should it have a bitter ending?