The Blame

I want to scream at you some more,
because you walked right out that door,
I want to throw things at the wall,
'cause you don't even care at all,
I want to cry, I want to hate,
'cause you turned and walked away,
I want to die, I want to shout,
because you want to shut me out,

So here I am, on my own,
and I'm cryin',
but I can't blame you,
it's not my first time.
so once again, all alone,
and I'm dyin',
but I can't blame you,
the blame's all mine,

So I'm to blame, it's not on you,
but that don't change, what I know is true,
you're gone for good because of me,
it was self induced, what I couldn't see,
I didn't want to face the truth,
that I had to live without you,
but now you're gone, and I realize,
clothes called shame was my disguise,

So here I am, on my own,
and I'm cryin',
but I can't blame you,
it's not my first time.
so once again, all alone,
and I'm dyin',
but I can't blame you,
the blame's all mine,

I can't stand to see my face,
because I'm covered in this shame,
I'm too weak to take the blame,
are these tears or is this rain,
all that's left now is pain,
and I think I've gone insane,
could you please give back my brain,
and the heart that you have slain,

So here I am, on my own,
and I'm cryin',
but I can't blame you,
this ain't my first time.
so once again, all alone,
and I'm dyin',
but I can't blame you,
the blame's all mine,

So here I am, on my own,
and I'm cryin',
but I can't blame you,
it's not my first time.
so once again, all alone,
and I'm dyin',
but I can't blame you,
the blame's all mine,

The blame is mine...