I Know My Flaws

I'm so lost in between these quotes
I'm miserable in these unforgivable words
I'll never feel complete as long as I live
I'm just not there, I'm two-thirds

I'm wasting my breath that I breathe
And I'm wasting everyone's that's around
I know these feeling are only temporary
But for how long shall I be bound

I have been captured by my unbearable thoughts
Time can not be my only essence
But I can't find anything subtle
Please forgive me, I'm only an adolescent

My pain only seems to be a eclipse
Shadowed out by my many flaws
But I myself am the one to blame
I am suffering from the withdraws

So I grasp the cover so tight to rip
I'm close to my full blown attack
This my many flaws will be known
Showing the break, breach, and cracks