A Rambling of Insanity

Insanity? really?
Love. lights of beam?
Really? no rainbows?
No stupid buttefiles?

a sham. a stupid mistake.
never should have stayed
cried and cried. what a joke.
relationship? what relationship?

wishes and dreams,
what are they now?
dust. dirt. specks in the air.
That's what they are.

Should've never fell.
shoul've blocked my heart.
a shredded broken heart.
how pathetic.

"i love you"
what a joke.
how pathetic.
really?

i cry an i cry
and everytime it happens
he beggs to have me back.
i always went back.
how freakin pathetic.

no more. no more.
no more lies. no more.
no more him.
no more men.

taking a risk with every guy
i get hurt every time.
no more. no more.
i'm tired.

love. relationships.
What love???
What Freakin relationship??
What do i have left?

a sham. thats what they are.
every relstionship. a sham.
Every words. a sham.
Everything's a freakin sham.

God i'm pathetic.