& i loved you
true it was
but really what good did it do
& you loved me
a lie so sweet
i knew it wasn't true
and you broke it
my fragile heart
with out a word
no sound
you've broken me
into nothing
constantly let me down
(and all i did was love you)
you lied
over and over again
and i believed you
what a fool
yet still i find my self
constantly wanting you
how could you break me like that
smash my heart into the dirt
when all i did was love you
you left me insecure
and still
no matter how hard i try
i cant seem to forget
everything you've done to me
all of your regrets
every night that I'm alone;
it hunts me
day by day
& you want me to move on
what is there for me to say
& yet here you are
yes still
saying you love me
please
if you loved me you wouldn't of hurt me
brought me to my knees
so stupid i seemed to be
nothing in your eyes
every moment with me
you told me was a lie
and i gave it all to you
everything inside of me
wishing, hoping, praying.
that we would always be
now looking on the past
my tears they start to flow
as i think to my poor self
how did i not know
should of just let you go
to hard it was for me
waiting everyday
waiting patiently
sitting by the phone
trying not to cry
do you know what i went threw?
and you tell me its alright?
and now i feel so lost,
so broken so alone,
how can i believe you
when you say you've come back home?