I Understand

Let's rewind,
I've done bad things,
I don't know how to stop being careless,
With affairs that mean so much.

Let's go back,
I forget,
How close we are and all I can say,
In your presence I can sort out the webs.

Let's go forward,
What have I erased? What can I replace?
I don't know how to stop being careless,
With affairs that mean so much.

Let's go back,
I forget,
I'm sorry I've let myself slip,
It's all so strange to be wanted.

Let's just stay,
Just as we are,
I'll make it right if you let me,
But if you don't I can't say I don't understand.

I understand,
Though I hate understanding,
Cancelling is something so low, so unfair,
For what it's worth I do care.