You've stood there,
You've put yourself out,
And I've been blind and deaf,
Even when you jump and shout,
I'm sorry has an empty beat,
I'll try has such rotten illusion,
I'll do what needs to sounds so forced,
I bet you feel swallowed by such disclusion
What is wrong with me?
I understand what I've done,
And yet I do it without thinking,
I never think you'll ever run.
I've been so well behaved so long,
I find myself daring to go against everything from my past,
Don't ask me to explain because I love you, I do,
It's everything's changing so fast.
You look at me with eyes that judge,
And I hate that I understand your point of view,
I wish I didn't, I wish I thought myself right
Let's close today and start tomorrow a-new.
I can't keep up, I don't want to mess up,
You're shaking your head, I've already done it,
I dreamt last night, that I'd screwed up again,
And you'd left me in a room so dimly lit.
