Sitting till death

I sit here,
Sit here drowning in memories,
Memories of the used to be.

I sit here,
Sit here with a broken heart,
A heart that cant be put back together.

I sit here,
Arching and dreaming,
Dreaming about the could have been.

I sit here,
Sit here crying,
Crying over the lost past.

I sit here,
Dreading the end,
Dreading the end I’m finally putting to the end of my life.

I stand here,
Watching the car come close,
And say my final words when the car crushes me.