Im just a demon

Thought she was my friend.
Thought I could trust her.
Ended up being someone she isn't.
Thought we were something we never were

We were never friends.
We were never even close.
And the saddest part is,
Her being there never showed.

I told her my secrets.
Gave her everything I could.
What else did she want.
When I was needed, there I stood.

I was someone good to her.
And she had to catch all my mistakes.
What could I even have done.
And now I lie awake.

I poured my soul out to you.
Told her my most horrible tragics
and she never once stood by my side
She's someone evil and sick.

She faked a whole friendship.
Faked her being here.
And here I am still.
With no one to catch my tears.

Ill follow voices inside me.
Telling me to cry.
Because thats all I can do.
Wish i can curl up and die.

Who do I have.
Who can I go to.
That demon was the only one there.
And that demon was you.

I finally blinked twice.
And there I was staring in the mirror
I'm the girl that wasn't a good friend.
I'm the girl who let this occur.

Here I stand alone.
Staring in a mirror with a demon reflecting.
Who am I really?
Someone I was never expecting.