So I havent posted on this in a really long time but Im having a horrible breakdown and I think this might help.
I just want to say that I still Love you and I haven�t stopped thinking about you� I dream about you every night and it worries the hell out of me� okay this isn�t helping but I�m gonna continue..
I don�t know what to say� less than a year �till I get to see you again.. but I have a feeling that you are either still with her (and not going to leave) or you found someone else better than me.. God that hurts to even think about that� but Oh well, I guess I should probably get used to the idea� I can�t stop shaking�
I have 2 horses now� trying to sell Bella, tho.. No one wants to buy her bc she is so crazy..
Sorry this is random�.
I love you so much�. I still sleep with everything and I still wear the ring and have the hair tie�. Okay I have to go.. I tried to put cutting off as long as possible and its not going to go away� I�m sorry.. I love you, Lovely� I Love you��. So so very much� I�m terrified.. no.. petrified that you don�t give a dam about me anymore.. okay.. I have to go now� I Love you�.
I Love you with all my heart�.
