I'd die a thousand deaths for you
I promise you my words are true
Because everytime you walk away
I die again and again, I wish I could learn
But my heart speaks louder than my head
And my heart beats soley for you
The years we spent, the memories I try
So very hard to forget
You're different now, so far from him
But I see glimpses of the boy I met
The boy that I destroyed
Filling me with numerous regrets
I can't erase the fact that you saved me
And I hope now I can do the same
For a boy who gave it all, once upon a time,
To a girl who was too weak to stay
I want you to see the pain and regret
I have to endure everyday
For you are perfect no matter what
The world chooses to show you
Your arms are home, my refuge
I fit perfectly in them, my ultimate safety
And I try so hard to smile when you're here
But my mistakes fill me with guilt
I promise, I vow, I will love you eternally
But we made our mistakes
Maybe we'll make it back, stronger
Or maybe we'll fall deeper
Which ever the direction, though it pains me to say
At least I have loved another completely
With all my heart, soul and mind
And God will carry me wherever this path leads
