My hats off to you
you stuck with my own knife
you've pulled the trick I've been pulling
all my selfish life
for i have never understood
the consequence of my actions
i no longer see the good
in my physical distractions
for i have been a violator
a violator of your rights
I've crushed your hopes and feelings
like you've done to mine tonight
although i do not blame you
the hurt has a source
you never see the blindside
of pain until its run its course
i hope I've been a helpful pawn
in the conclusions you had to reach
i guess i brought all this on
and a lesson to me you had to teach
i know it wasn't planned
but nonetheless carried out
i was put in question
of what i was all about
i would think our history
would lay those to questions to rest
but i guess i was wrong
you put me to the test
although its seems I've passed
and resisted all temptation
i hope you got a laugh
for your own compensation
i wish i could laugh
but I'm holding back tears
you've suspected my intentions
all these years
of what for you i have.
i fight the urge to cry
and lay in this dismay
for once i am speechless
nothing left to say
now i am thankful
to be a pawn in this game today
congratulations on your victory
well played.
