How can remembering the past hurt so much, it actually breaks my heart just seeing a pic of someone who once made me smile. it makes me sick to my stomach of what I've lost, and it's a world of pain knowing no one feels the same. did i mean nothing to them? or they're living such exciting lives they don't really care about the past. why do i always have to be reminded of what i gave up. no one cares but me, probably because I'm the only one suffering. I'm the only one with out a friend
