Hate

This hate festers deep within my soul
Forever a reminder that I'm no longer whole
I cling to the past to fill a need
I cling to my hate to worsen the bleed

This hate festers deep within my heart
To let it go would tear me apart
Don't you see what you have done?
Don't you see what I've become?

This hate festers deep within my mind
To hold onto it means I continue on blind
I can't look at you without feeling hate
I can't forgive you without changing fate

This hate festers deep down inside
Feelings like this I can no longer hide
You changed on the outside, my brother in truth
But inside I know it's all just a ruse

This hate festers within my very veins
Choking me, tying me in chains
You took my innocence at the age of eight
Nothing can take away the hate

This hate shows behind my soulless eyes
I can no longer hide behind this disguise
I look into your eyes, not shocked by the truth
Deep inside, you hate me, too