Forgive Me?

I know I may have hurt you,
and made you feel real bad.
I said those things in anger.
Left you feeling sad.

And if I could go back to that time,
I'd take back the things I said.
I'd show more faith and try to trust.
Push the thoughts out of my head.

I know that what I said was wrong.
And I don't expect you to forgive me.
But I find it hard to trust people.
I'm insecure, you see.

For when I put my heart on the line,
It ended up getting bruised.
Pulled outside of my chest and squeezed,
Leaving me broken and used.

It was easier to ignore my heart,
try to numb the pain.
Forget about how happy I once was,
and never love again.

But then you came back into my life.
And my world was no longer gray.
And once again you're in my heart.
I hope that's where you'll stay.

*How stupid I was to believe that!