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by Cynthia--Nasr Mar 8, 2010 category : Sadness, depression / about depression
Mirror mirror, hanging on the wall this girl looks familiar to me,only i forgot her name to call mirror mirror, hanging on the wall.. tell me whoz this girl i see, i dont know her at all she does resembles me in many ways yet her eyes shows a sadness that says that this smile she holds on her face is fake would somebody grab her from this mirror for gods sake! grab her tight, and no matter what do not let her go let her scream and cry, even if she says no! she might not see it but she desperately need help but do not want anyone to know,its her secret to be kept the glass in the mirror is about to crack down its a total fake image of this girl breakdown mirror mirror,i am trying to look deeper through her eyes they got all red and wet,i can hear her inside cries I look down to see her smile, she screams with tears "leave me the hell alone to die, i am nothing of what it appears in a moment like this, it is so easy to think of death put ur hands around my neck, stroke me til i lose my breath" her words scared me, damn she looks so young how could those words come out of her tongue? i give her my hand only to find quickly she gave me hers we looked so much alike as if we were sisters mirror mirror, why touching this girl is a taboo? only a soft whisper, calling my name saying this girl is you "ME?? how could it? i am living damn happy " that voice again says stop pretending you feel crappy i end up to realise the tears were there on my face i cant run from reality mirror, you became my secret place mirror mirror, hanging on the wall make me superficial again, its time to become a doll hold that person inside of you as a prisoner she cant go out, i should continue to be a happy actor but tell her that i promise i will be back soon because reality always belong to my room
by Fading Memory
Great work , i loved it sometimes being a prisoner of thoughts and the best actin pretender of being well z the only thing that could be done to stay safe and away from LUCY STYLE SUICIDE