LOvee effectss .

& duh bOy i thOuqhtt tht wOuldd lOve mhe fOrever
has leftt mhe fOr anOther whiddOut warninqq
& nOw im leftt wOnderinqq hOw inn duh hell dhiss happened .
wass ihtt somethinqq i dhidd .?
Or dhidd he never lOve mhe frOm duh startt .?
sO many emOtiOnss are runninqq thrOuqhh myy veinss
anqer , betrayal , sadness .
buh whtt cann i dO .?
leavee him & never lOOk bCk fOr qOOd .?
Or somedayy bhe able tuh fOrqive duh One i lOvedd fOr NOtt lOvinqq mhe ahtt all .
& i came uhpp whidd duh assumptiOn tht lOve wass duh BESt feelinqq Onn dhiss earthh .
buh all ihtt has trulyy dONE fOr mhe iss putt mhe thrOuqhh sO muchh painn tht i lackk duh chance tuh trustt anyOnee whO mayy actuallyy qive a shxdd abtt mhee .

03.10.2010*
( 11:31 pm .]