You ruined everything

I wish i could understand
how you expect me to forgive
when you broke all that i was
gave me no reason to live

constant lies
and names that hurt.
yea sure there just words
but you drug me threw the dirt

and still some how i took it
every single hit you had
killing me inside
and still you don't feel bad

don't bring up the past
all you say to me
why is it you can get away
with every single thing

but I'm the one left broken
thinking everyday
how easy it seemed for you
to just throw me away.

like i was just a piece of garbage
something useless and old
and still i chose to believe you
with every lie you told.

i had such faith in you
i gave you everything
all the love i had
and in return didn't get a damn thing

so how can you just sit there
and think your apologies are enough
i may seem strong outside
but inside I'm not so tough

you shattered every piece of me
and expect me to forgive
how is that even possible
with everything you did!

you made me feel invisible
useless, hated, and scared
when i thought you were the one
it turned out you could never be there

you left me feeling weak
didn't want to live anymore
there are no more words to speak
I've heard it all before

so don't tell me that your sorry
because i just don't care
and now you'll know how i felt
when you were no longer there!